my heart feels heavy after reading.. Spend whole afternoon thinking is it my fault..? I din wan to read it at first.. Because, last timewhen I wan to read using hp, it can't log in.. But happen, today my hp allow me to log in to read.. I kinda regret after reading it, I feel it's my fault for u becoming this way..

My whole day mood wasn't tat good also.. Keep quarreling wif my sis n mom.. N my sis is super disrespectful.. It makes me think, did I not do well enough as a older sis, to teach her those manners..

God did answered my prayer, allowing me to find joy in working, but it's before evening comes.. After tat, mood felt really lousy, somehow I guess I was quite rude to some customers.. :( I felt guilty for the way I spoke to my mom, it was kinda rude.. Yyy, wat's wrong wif me today..?!?!?!