i'm feeling down again.. Y..? :(
Over heard my mom talking on the fone, she sae don't noe wat need to operate but she sae she don't wan too.. She jus had her check up in the morning.. I jus pray tat God will really protect her, I cannot afford to lose her.. I can't imagine my life w/o her..
Jus called my father to ask him for money to pay sch fees, den he keep saying he will arrange.. I jus felt, wat a bastard is he.. I'm sorry, but this is the word to use when I think of him..

God, pls help me out..